Wednesday, July 25, 2007
now the fact is, i still cant believe that i am actually leaving america in the next, 36 hours. it is incredible.
this trip here is very amazing, considering that i could never had been here.
followings are my memories, arranged in chronicle's order.
arriving in LA. arriving in Las Vegas. arriving at CLE. giant eagle. k&kmarket. cooking using aluminum foil. italian bread. register in sch. LHS. schedule. placement test. getting lost in school. deborah. pearl. 1008. piano. esther chu. shulamite. sean. dont drink the water. barnstormers. end of the world. choir. home design. psychology. oliver. auditions. piano exam. birthday. deb left. tim. christina. ben chen. disciple camp. winsconsin. the lu. xia. facebook. the fake revealed itself. tiffany. vane. jack. mr hottie. ha . chu. danni moved over to flowershop. min. min and jerry. morning revival every morning. watchman nee. snow fights. volleyball. troy MI. dayton OH. Columbus OH. Maryland MD. Washington DC. Pittsburgh PA. cedar point. detroit MI. new lappy. AIM. myspace. peter. alan. peter wu. christine sun. choon hyang. yoo hee. devil.
look at all those i had written. i forgot many cos my mind is too preoccupied.
sigh. all those worries.
i thank my Lord for giving me peterw as my brother, my companion, who had listened and talked to me when i have too many things in mind.
thanks to tiff and pw for bringing me to a night tour to columbus and get lost and cant find the way back to ashland woods manor.
thanks for giving me all those precious memories.
"there is no imaginary 58 go screw yourself"
"!xobile"
"F YOU DAD"
"BE a man. DO the right thing."
"B BB BBBB BB BBBB BB B B B B"
HAHHAHHAAA. that makes me laugh.
i m glad that i came when im 16. if i came any younger i would not have enjoyed the same stuffs, the same feelings that i would have when the things happen to me.
people around me were in car accidents and almost none of them were hurt.
mountain top.
sally yang.
college training. stars.
danni broke his arm bone. because he threw the ball too hard.
benjamin annoys me but he is so cute -.-
i miss singapore and tom yam and laksa and chicken rice and cup noodles and roti prata and all that.
i miss deffany and dorothy and lydia and hana and xiaozhou and samuel lee and gwen and mt and rachel and langston and loads of other people that i have yet to be mentioned.
oh my gawd.
=.= im so tired. i slept at 4 am for the past 3 weeks and i am seriously very very tired.
but i m trying to adjust to the time diff la. one day a person can adjust to an hour diference, so i need around 2 weeks to totally adapt to the new timing in china.
think of all those food to come. XD
cant wait.
think of all those stress and pressure to come.
wtf.
noooooo. >< someone [help/talk to/hug/encourage/pray for] me?
5 options. choose one.
thanks ^^
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
7:55 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007
i hereby is gonna announce something really realllyyyyyyyy important, shocking, disappointing, saddening, whatever negative descriptive word you can think of.
suicidal? o.0 no.
i am leaving for beijing, china on the 27th of july and supposingly not going back to singapore again.
im very sorry, its not my decision, not that i have a choice either -.-
and, omg i hate you peter wu =.=
nvm.
different peters guys. one from lakewood and one from ontario. toronto??
dunno.
im making a hard decision ><
hard hard hard.
i wonder though, cos its actually shld be a very easy one to make.
but i m hestitating so much. im selfish. i want to keep my future to myself.
dont know.
and i still love you; i dont know how to let go of you.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
9:05 PM
