Friday, September 30, 2005
lol. i just changed my friendster profile. it is a total disaster LOL. but its fun lars. =X
errm. i MISS sb. =(
sad. sad. sad. sad.
argh. too lazy to write. =X
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
1:25 PM
Thursday, September 29, 2005
wheeww. i dint blog for exactly one week le. too lazy >_<
I DINT DO MY ART!!! =O
= equals to speechless. *according to someone* LoLs.
the wad arhs. oops i forgot.
o ya my mom's back!!
i went to the airport to fetch her. what is so funny is that as u noe there is a limit for the weight of luggage each passenger can bring rites. which is 20kg for ur info. my mom brought *guess wad!!* 46kg. LOL. which freaks me out alot because she wanted to take MRT home lol. just imagine how is she going to board the BUS with
46kg of stuffs. ahahas. so we ended up sitting in a taxi. lol.budden i wish she's not back =( cos i cannot sms/chat/msn/blog!/surf/slack/slp late/etc etc. budden she brought back LOTSA things for me to EAT which DELIGHTS me ALOT!! lols.
and she brought me a WALLET!! which is NICE! =D but its green =X somehow reminds me of SHAOJIE.
shaojie: ohhh green wallet! is that my skin..?
me: oh diaong. wat crap is that!@#!@..?
shaojie: crap stands for Creativity, Ridiculors, Available and Please.
me: =O ohh i see..? what's that anyway??
shaojie: oh i am so KAWAII and CUTE!!! *runs away*
me: *freezing in place with shock*
oops gtg. nags mom.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
9:13 AM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
so ya. yiting HATES me. but someone says she is just JEALOUS. yiting i know you are the SOS but i am SO not going to SNATCH away your BELovEd just like SOMEONE...
so She HATED me. PURPOSELY IGNORING me. like WTShit.
if only i dun care lor.
mrs khor sitting at the bustop, murmuring " im so not a mushroom." and one student walks towards her and saying: " erm gd afternoon Mrs Mushroom head, WHOOOPS Mrs KHOR**, i am sorry to tell you that.." Mrs Khor: " WHAT???!!" student:" *scared* i... i wannted to... tell you... you that... *deep breath* the pillar you are leaning on is still wet. as in WETPAINT." *runs away*
lol.
one day Samuel was walking on the street then suddenly some SOSes saw him so they go "waahh, SAMUEL!!" and then samuel said :" Waahhh, SOS1 SOS2 SOS3 SOS4, etcetc." then the SOSes said:" waa! we are so KAWAII, so SEXY~~!!!" *runs away*
-.-"
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
8:23 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
ahaha. todays so farnie lor.
i was supposed to go with yiting to collect her IN T. budden in the end we dint go and stayed back until almost 3 ba. then YT says she wants to go back first. my heart broke upon hearing that. nah i am jk. =) so i was staying in the 1e3 classroooooom and readin a novel when sam asked me to go down to the fitness corner =P.
so i was there standing quietly and feeling bored, looking at BRANDON and MINGTING together laughing. and MT's fren oso. SO CUTE =) ya. then somehow i took a photo and i wanted to send it to MT. is she online now?? .. whoops. she is not. =(
then nelson came to 1e3 oso. then we were crapping around like siao. LOL. then someone (dunno me or nelson) mentiond abt this SOS thingy. AHAHAHAHAS. *evil laughters*
around 5 jasmine comes to 1e3 too. and we sang Te Quiero, Daemon (lol i dun really noe how to sing), and go the distance i think. =) vivala musica was totally a MESS cos we went OUT OF TUNE. LOL shame sia in CHOIR somemore. =P
ya. then i was so bored that i nearly fell asleep. then Nelson kept crapping. blablabla. lol. and finally elgin's back. so we went to NTUC in HG mall to find out the prices of the food that they needed for dunno wad thing. its sorta FUN actually =P. and then elgin went home. so i and sam had our dinner outside. and we kept laughing like siao lor. o.0
[ specially for MINGTING ] you know what.. today we saw a ORANGE colored hair guy!
Mrs Low: ahhh!! see llaannngg!!
Mr lim: i am the SHUAIest!!
Mrs lee: ohh i am the CUTEST!!
me and sam: *lol*!!!
and eventually we cant find our way home LOL. so we ended up walking back to Xinmin and walked to the 55 bus stop.
i hope that i can be invited for 1e3's camp. =
it is such a BORING post. so much CRAZY IMAGINATION is theree today but it is late so i dun wan type le.. =(
sigh.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
11:26 PM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
argh.
my finger hurts.
during english i was slacking away. then suddenly Mr hutch said: zizhao..? *whoops..!* x)
argh. argh. argh. the frenster photo is SO ARGHH!! -.-"
lol.
thinking abt sth crazy.
monster: buahahaha! even if you shout until the heaven breaks.. no one will come and rescue u!!
princess: until the heaven breaks!! until the heaven breaks!!!
until the heaven breaks: huh? who call me?
who: nope i dint call you..
nope i dint: huh i where got??
monster: ohh my god.
God: *looking down* huh? who call me?
who: argh. i really dint call you!!
i really dint: err. why so many people here?
so many people: are you talking to me?
are: o.0
princess: are you all came here to rescue me??
are you all: huh???
huh: erm. really crowded here ya?
ya: ya??
ya: hey bro. call me for wad?
for wad: ya your brother dint call you for wad. o.0
monster: waa!! how come got so many ghost here???
ghost: oops. i was spoted.
spoted: ???
princess: ermm.. may i ask a question??
ermm: go ahead =)
ahead: go where?
monster: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! get awayyyy!!!!! *arghhh*
from then on, you can see a monster screaming everynight. thats how the monster becomes mad.
LOL? i am so mad.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
12:59 AM
Thursday, September 15, 2005
lol. crazy imaginative day.
*all characters not in their real name.
*crazy imagination 1*
John: *walking towards Smith* hey there.. i am Smith.
Smith: o.0 hey i am John. -.-
John: !!! John?? that is my 1st ex..
Smith: 0.0!! huh.. the name sounds familiar.. OH! ARE YOU THE SMITH I LOST CONTACT WITH 30 YEARS AGO???
John: *nods* John... Finally i found you... after so many years of searching...*crying*
Smith: yes dar... *hugs*
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*crazy imagination 2*
John: OMG!! John my specs is broo-ken!!
Smith: oh just now the chicken chop is so nice ^^
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*crazy imagination 3*
John: S~M~I~T~H..... =P
Smith: *reading newspaper* yesh?? aiya dun disturb me.. dint see me reading the papers mehh? care abt the news is VERY important... it is important because..=X
John: *Clears throat* u noe what, dar.. we dint do that DOOOOOD thingy for long liao..
Smith: yar hor... ok you first or i first?
John: i first la.. buh bye.. me go bath liao..
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*crazy imagination 4*
i keep eating. keeps eating. and eating. and keeps eating and eating. until i becomes a frog. o.0
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
today is a lameo day.
attire check: boys-hair, gers-skirt. i was freaking out and trying to pull my socks up while i heard that. and i really freaked out. why shld i give a damn?? o.0
and then we had class as usual. and OMG I FORGOT TO GO SEE MS AISHA AGAIN!! =O then i slacked during Physics. sits right beside teacher but she dint see me. doubts about her eyesight. o.0
then after school we actually suppose to do this project thingy butta i skiped it :P then i stayed in 1e3 classroom doing nothing -.- and we stayed until 4 then go eat lunch. then i went back home.
during dinner i keep looking so blankly that people asked me what happened. i smiled and said nothing.
feel hurt upon hearing Jun Heis word this morning. almost cried. twice. during physics and Geog. i dont really know what to do and i am not so sure of my feelings. maybe i just let it fade away quietly?
during Geog i feel myself is such a FAILURE. maybe life will be better if i dont exist in this DAMN world. cried thrice at home.
dun wan type liao. *depressed*
=(
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
8:03 PM
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
i dont care. i am going to use chinese.
well dont you think chinese is a beautiful language.
爱，直至成伤。
被心中不断的痛麻痹了。对什么都没有感觉了。为什么一直要伤害我。为什么你忍心伤害我。
i am a person of no importance to you. i know. i understand. i cried.
ya. i know. so what. i dont care. i wish you know me. and would talk to me.
it is all impossible. nah. nothing's impossible. everything is possible. bracket in my dreams bracket.
ahahahas.
not funny.
why am i freaking out.
incredible and unreachable happiness. laying in front of me and i just cant touch it.
i know i am crapping. but well, who cares.
thanks S for being such a fren tonite.
argh. what am i talking.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
11:59 PM
i am so Lame today. LAME. -.-"
keep signing to Jun Hei while singing the part "... waiting in your arms". he keep looking at his arm and looks blur. -.-"
then i keep laughing for nothing. o.0
when we singing Te Quiero Yiting suddenly go out of tune o.0 dunno why o.0 maybe thiinking about someone then dunno where we singing o.0... weird though. everybody is laughing. poor yiting =(
MR YONG XINMIN CHORALE LOVES YOU! YOU RAWK!! =)!!! -.-
see i am lame. argh.
why cannot upload? o.-
today's chinese essay writing is lame too. i keep writing those kinda old tales like, "oh loving teachers..! how great Thou ART!!!.." things like that. feeling lame myself o.0
argh. cant bear it anymore.
o.0
o.0
o.0
dunno what am i writing such a lame-o post. -.-"
argh..!!
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
9:33 AM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
everytime i look thru this particular person's blog(well i won't tell you who q=), i will feel a sudden depression spreading in my heart. maybe i just cared about him/her too much.
sigh.
you know sometimes this unknown feeling just come upon me and just wont go away. no it just wont go away.
special habit: quarrelling with my imaginary friend. sometimes an enemy.
o.0
oh my gawsh. i hate myself suddenly.
it felt long that i never feel this depressoin liao.
why am i crapping here? i havent do my summary yet..!
ohh it is already 11pm. later i will end up sleeping at 2 again. argh.
cant i just type something more interesting? why the heck am i doing this?
fuk it off man.
*going crazy*
i think i am going to cry the whole night again.
though it sounds a little bit scary??
*looking away*
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
11:01 PM
lol. i waked up at 6.28 this morning again. it seems like it is no good to sleep at 2am everyday. so mus sleep early xD
well. today is an uneventful day( everythings so usual. )... i slacked until after school. =]
the marhjong thingy is SO LAME -.- i was saying "ohh marcus i wish that later you don't chou dao 1e6 de group lor.. blehhss." but marcus dint go to chou the qian so i went instead. and guess what. we are really playing against 1e6 ppl-.- and two groups of sec 2s x( thats so ARGHH!! -.-
so we(linyao, marcus n me) eventually lost to the group of sec 2 ppl. argh. well its no big deal. blehhss.
q=i shall stop here liao. nth much to say anyway. o.0
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
7:57 PM
Monday, September 12, 2005
ahahahas. such a farnie day. =)
i am late for school. i don't really meant to be late actually. i waited for the bus service 55 for whole 23 minutes and there is absolutely no bus coming. anyway i changed bus and reached school at 730 when the principal is crapping away. therefore, i am late.
and i was in a rush therefore i ignored my breakfast. well i started to feel my stomach yearning for food to stuff it full and eventually i went to the Ladies because it(my beloved -.- stomach) feel like escaping from my body to find something to eat. so i spent some money on some quick food to eat and i went back to the place where the latecomers stand.(do you call that a foyer??)
Lee Lao Shi said: take out a bk and read laaa.. i said nvm laa. and all the late comers sat down. (i thought we are not supposed to sit but well, never mind.) i sit there aimlessly and suddenly i saw someone(well i wont tell you who q= ) walked by. i was like OHH MYY GOSHH! but i don't think he notices me. =
then there is nothing fun. i spent my 1st part of the 2 1/2hrs writing my team Diary(W.I.L.D. private property), 2nd part was slacked away and the 3rd part staring blankly at the guys that are having PE. don't ask me why did i stare at boys but not girls. there wasnt a girl on the parade square. -.-"
it is quite a long post now. finally it is 1015 and i can move to the classroom liao. people saw me was like OMFG HOW DARE U COME LATE?!?!?!?!?! i smiled diaong-ly. (like that => -_-) then i was told to take the HE test during recess tmr. argh. hate tests.
during recess i was supposed to find zongyi to pass her the scores. well i thought it was 3e6 but they are having chinese so i was like "huh? wait let me find her..... ohh izzit that one?? nope shes not.. too not slim -.-" and finally the teacher comes out and asked me whats wrong. -.-" i said ohh sorry may i see zongyi please? he stared at me, looking confused. and after 3 secs he said, ohh there is no zongyi in the class. -.- oh diaong. and someone suggested me to go to 3e7 to find her since they are saperated because of the MT period. so i did. i went to 3e7 de window there and whispered: "Wei H**!!!" weihui was shocked ^^;;[[sorry wei H** ]] and finally i saw zongyi. pass the score to her liao. she looked confused. blehhs. -.- i ran away liao.
waa such a long post sia..-.- During aseembly period there is this XM superstar thingy. on the way to the hall i was caught blouse tucked out. well who gives a damn anyway. but then the teacher pulls my blouse up until halfway-you know where- and i was so EMBARRASSED. -.- so i quickly tucked my blouse in and i kept it tucked in until i walked out of the sch gate. incredible iznt it. x) blehhss.
the XMSuperstar sounds lame but one of the CHOIR senior went up.. so it is not lame anymore ^^;; they sing nicely and think they got a prize or sth. CONGRATS =)
then we had this MT period with MR Ng TK. -.- he was crapping away as usual. and this week is such a busy week!! tmr need to go for marhjongg in the canteen, math test, HE test, wed still got Chi compo competition.. CHOIR PRACTICE ^^... ohh my gosh my GEOG PROJECT.. haben do yet leiis.......... F mannn.. argghhh!!
and finally school is over.
what a DOOOOOD day. -.-"
another day wasted.
sighhs.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
2:35 AM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
ahahahahahahas. i just cannot believe that i am still doing this. now is almost 9 and i am supposed to go to bed at 9 30. and i havent do most of my 1-week-hol-hw. ohh my gooshh. and i cant believe that i am still typing my blog post. well blog sounds nicer than hw didnt it. x)ahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahas. so i am still typing my post. -.- stop bothering me la.yesterday went to chatroom in midnight.. suddenly got this feeling to go to chatroom.. as usual people say "hey babe. can we chat?" so i replied "ok. why not." and then it will go on and on and on and finally the guy will ask "hey. i think you are sexy. can i F*** you??" then i will give a slap on their face and walk away. dunno and dun understand what are those guy thinking. you know. argh. i absolutely hate homeworks. ARGH. >_<*yawn* 2059hrs]]my left ear gt sth wrongg... pain siaaaa..! =Xjesterday oso spent so much........ heartache siaaaa...
and the stupid webcam.. spent my precious afternoon on it and IT DOESNT WORK..gonna go complain siiiaaa!!! =@
mus go liao. think i will sleep late tonight. hope i am not late tmr morning.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
9:02 PM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
today i go walk walk in sim lim sqre. the MP4 so damn nice sia!! lol begged my mom to buy for me. x)i bought a webcam that is not working. u.uand i go walk walk in bugis PARCO junction. i suddenly think that she is actually suits him better than me. well, let it go, i thought quietly. and walking towards Bugis MRT station, two boys come to me to ask for the donation for whatever freaking children's whatsoever freaking association. me : ...boys: *blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah...*me : ... i am in a rush. -.-"boys: aiya wont take v long de la.me : *act cold* can i go now? =/boys: ... =X*siam*
and i walked away. smiling, laughing* inside.ohh my gosh. how can i do something like that to two boys that are just as kind as angels in my dream..?ahh well. u.uforget it man. 
when you look thru ppls' blog, you will notice that they are saying "ohh my gawd, suddenly i feel so very extra/ out/ lame/ sad/ depressed/whatever." grownups say "well, it is normal for a teenage boy/ger to feel like that." so the grownups don't care. those who really understand counts. lame.i slept at 2am this morning and i woke up at 1151. and this person called to ask me go do dumplings for lunch. i was like WTF what time only is lunch alrdy?! then i notice that it was almost noon alrdy. -.-" slack until blurblur diao sia?oh my gawd. got test/competition sia!! i forgot -.-
hate my phone. gonna change a new one.hate my phone hate my mp3 hate my phone hate my mp3 hate my phone hate my mp3 hate my phone hate my mp3 hate my phone hate my mp3 hate my phone hate my mp3 hate my phone hate my mp3 hate my phone hate my mp3 hate my phone hate my mp3 hate my phone hate my mp3 hate my phone hate my mp3 hate my phone hate my mp3 sia.........!!argh.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
11:37 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
ohh myy gawwd. i keep sleep at 3 am those days and i FREAKED out. -.- slack during class... sit beside teacher somemore!! -.-""waahahahahhaahas. x)lurb my blog. =Dlets go movie.... it is so bored at home!-.-neo rox.. i monday go take with senior and yt, then think tues go take wif SL and D, then yesterdae go take with QWAD, YT and SL. but later i found out that YT actually asked SL the previous dae. sorta disappointed. but the neo is NICE!! so nvm ^^omg i gtg to create new blog for D.. -.- later then write......
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
11:14 AM
