Saturday, December 31, 2005
hey guys. i am BACK.
lets blog abt wed.
well i forgot to buy the presents for unique, yy, val, eliz, made', sam, steph and some other people. then in the end, as a big shocking result, i received one and only one present from yy ( thanks yy <3 u lots ) and it is VERY shocking to receive the *certain stuff* she gave me. for details go ask her la. lol.
anw i am oso going to reveal a huge secret that only me and someone know.
its abt stalker.
well stalker sent me an email asking my forgiveness. and i purposely ignored it. i know. ya. i am not trying to make myself sounds evil or etc. thats not my point of telling you people this. the problem is that, for goodness of holiness sake, i dont really see the point of forgiving her.
me: stalker sent me an email.
a: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKK!!
me: stalker sent me an email.
b: ohh.
me: stalker sent me an email.
c: ohh. wad she sayy?
me: asking me to forgive her.
c: oh. why dont you forgive her then?
me: i dun really see the point of forgiving her.
c: i dun really see the point of not forgiving her, unless you still expect it to be like before, whereas you all are stil friends, etc etc, and ya why dont you just forgive her?
me: *speechless and dunno wad to say*
actually my mood is like a and OMG STOP TALKING ABT IT I FEEL LIKE VOMITING.
anw.
oh ya. i haven change my blogskin =X
on wed, i see him and i got this strange feeling that makes me stop liking him for no particular reason. but i think i am still quite concerned abt him. well who cares. hahahaaa. o.-
yawn.
and then we were told that they eventually founnd a choreographer. which means our *sweat and blood* for the choreography stuff is wasted. haha. who cares.
and then i cannot remember anything in particular liao. oh ya sam where is the C. I. B?
i am still longing to have presents for xmas and new year =((
*bigbigbigbigbignews!!!!* my birthday is on the chinese new year! GOSHH!! xD
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
12:21 AM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
okayy.
i actually forgot the intention of blogging again. maybe its the sudden inspiration x)
snookers nice x)
whatever.
anyway i just saw someone wrote in her blog asking people to vote for a certain person during the aladdin audition. which makes me want to give up for it. =(( and i see no point going for it still. after so long, like when?? gwen's birthday partyy? where everyone encourages me to go on x)
thanks :
minggting
gwen
sam
i cnt rmb =XXXXXXXXXX pls tag to remind me =((
anw.
JAYCHOUUU<33333333 x))
heh x)
youth camp. shall i blog sth abt it? lols x)
starts on uhh, 9th dec, which is a fridayy.
fridayy
checked out my grouping. darnn shocked. not in grp with anybodyy i likes. =XX then briefing. and stuff. was sleeping in the room that has spare aircon. DARRRNN. gonna be cold to deathh.
saturday.
*where is my handout?**finds*
wakes up at 6.30 and *yawn*. then msg 1. then msg 2. then lunch. then rest. actually dint rest =X then activities =P we played this game called the baptist. or sth like that. so nice x) and thrilling x) or izzit. lol. anw i am among the few who survived. but then still got beheaded. dinner. notices this guy who is SHUAII. lol. then msg 3. *yawn* then got my memory verse test. then slept at 11.
sunday-Lords day.
wakes up at 6.45. breakfast. Lords table at ground floor. then went to the sec1/p6 side. which is equally boring. lol. then activities. got station games.
1- eat jellys. which is the leftover for lunch =XX
2-went to memorize verses. lol.
3-basketball court to throw basketballs in. lol.
4-straw to pick up rubber bands.
5-jigsaw puzzle and sing. lol. with actions somemore. was quite enthu -.-
6-some kinda word game. i guess alot siaa. i RULE x)
7-err. izzit the eat peanut one?
8-carries the Bible and run. =.=
overall its quite fun x)
dinner. msg5 . supper. lights out.
monday
wakeup. breakfast. msg 6.7. lunch. then activities.
which is to bring the sebu visiting saints around singapore. i fell in the mud at the beginning of the game. and got to run around singapore in that muddy pants. =.=""""""""
1-stanford raffles.
2-merlion
3-esplanade(wrong spelling?)
4-citylink mall
5-suntec city
6-library * at * orchard
7-back
and grp 4(my grp) and grp 2 tied for the first x) so happpppyyyyyyyy xDxDxD
msg8. lights out.
tues.
wakes up. eat. msg 9 10. eat. then i slept for 3 whole hours. finally i woke up. from 2 days of half-sleeping-ness. lol. then was thining to prepare for the exhibition meeting. but no inspiration. then went to eat. then memory verses challenge. was quite UHH. ya. then exhibition meeting. was quite jinzhang. then rushed my prophecy. lol. then was called on stage to share. then notice i dint take my notebook =.= then went downstage to take-.-
then eat again. then home x)
lol. was damn tiring lorr. somehow dislike camps for this reason -.-
okayy le. mus rush my hw before mom comes back x)
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
1:07 AM
Monday, December 19, 2005
i am a whateverer. o.O
anw.
i think i am kinda super bored? because i think i am seriously bored? which worsens my boredom to the khor*? and all those boring stuff?
?????
okkayy. whatever.
yawn.
last night i am SO scared because i keep hearing weird sounds(i mean it ) from the master room toilet.. sth like people walking.. then knock knock.. and stuff.. then i dun dare open my eyes cos i scared i see sth =X
myy goshh.
then i noticed this notepad thing which i wrote under the title of "blog post for choir camp". paste for u all to see?
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so. its over. i am so tired. tired till blur on sunday morning and then cant play the piano properly - -"
well.
i went for choir camp. -.-
first day:i reached there like super early. then sit there with nth to do. then finally its starting. then we had the telematch thingy. quite fun? cos they hav to dance x) its my evil idea -.-'' but at last everyone dint play according to the rule LOL. but they are supposed to hav fun so NEVERMIND ahaahahahahass x)
second day:its super tiring.
third day:breakfast's nice and i went back home. -.-
thats all i can rmb cos me was too tired till my memory lost 86%. i am worried.
i am STUPID. <= a thought after choir camp.
d e p r e s s i o n
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yaa. its like that.
actually. seriously. it sounds meaningless.
i am meaningless too.
just now on the way back home a sound kept echo inside my head. it says you are wrong. terribly wrong. to fall for him. all meaningless. waste of your time. i replied. okay. fine. as you wish. i will end my so called feelings for him here. right here X and never mention it again. lock it inside the darkest corner of my heart and never talk abt it again. not even thinking abt it. that will only bring pain forward. to my heart. tear the old wound to make it worse. more pain, more tears. less hope, less senses. then your heart will get frozen and stuff. and then its all gone. into eternity.
o.O
okayy i think i want to change a blogskin. a nicer one. or what. a meaningless one.
sighh.*
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
2:15 AM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
i am bored =(
anw me went to the e3-friends bbq on thursday and i was like OMG cos i ate 2 half-cooked chicken wings x) because somebody has some kinda doooot purpose on me and he is actually trying to dooooooooot me?
lols.
anw.
watched chicken little. cnt believe that chicken little actually doooooted her. lor. so SHOCKING. lols. anw its still quite a nice movie. x) heh =DD
let me think my initial intention of writing this post.
the problem is, i forgot everything le =xX
omgggg. =(((
oh yaa. i remembered when a senior actually told me that he dint noe i actually exist in choir until like october. =.= which diaongs me alot because I DONT KNOW AND NEVER MIND =.="
some times dont you think that you have some kinda mental disorder that you keep talking to people that dont exist or you see them who doesnt exist at all? thats kinda creepy though o.O
lol.
I WAN CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN LE!! ITS SO BORING EVERYDAY SEEING THIS STUPID I HEART YOU THINGY. AND I STRONGLY DISLIKE PINK. PINK SUCKS. SORRY ZONGYI NO OFFENCE TO U x)
well. i got to go to make some kinda pao thinggyy. whatever. =.=
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
1:55 AM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
OH MY GOODNESS. I AM ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTED BY PEOPLE WHO STALKS LIKE STALKER AND *OMG MY TUMMY V PAIN* BEING A BACKSTABBER AND BEING USED BY OTHER PEOPLE TO JUST PASS MESSAGE AROUND LIKE WHAT AND THE PERSON MIGHT NOT KNOW WHO I AM REFERING TO AND I DONT CARE I JUST WANT TO VOMIT OUT ALL MY FRUSTRATION AND I AM SOOOOOO DISGUSTED BECAUSE OF THAT B* DE B*Y BEHAVIER AND *OMG I FEEL LIKE DANCING. ?* ARGH I JUST CANT BEAR IT AND I WANT TO SAY I HATE PEOPLE WHO SAYYYYY MYYY BLOOOGGG SUUUCCCKKKKSSS T-T T-T T-T AND I HATE PEOPLE WHO STALKS AND I HATE PEOPLE WHO USES MY PEN AND PAPER FOR NOTHING JUST BECAUSE THEY WANT TO DRAW SOME KIND OF MEANINGLESS CRAPS THAT IS A TOTAL WASTE OF MY INK AND HE IS SIMPLY A SUPER *B* I AM SADDENED AND FRUSTRATED AND DISGUSTED AND STUFF.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
6:18 AM
