Monday, January 30, 2006
i changed my blogskin =) nice rights! haha.
anw i think, when i find a nicer one, i will change again xD
yawn.
the chicken wings nice! =p
wednesday are we doing choreography? wondering how awkward it would be when i am dancing with chinyan.
AWKWARD to DEATH.
forget it.
=(
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
5:43 AM
Sunday, January 29, 2006
hahas.
guess what day issit?
chinese new year.
YES. and?
?
my birthday. cum my mom's labouring anniversary. ?
? *after 3 years and 7 months* OHH!!! *the chi dun-ed sudden realization*
-.-
thanks mom for taking so much pain when giving me birth. *smiles*
lols.
*btw i bought 6 roses for valentines day. including a DARK RED. guess who it is for. =P*
okay. let me BLOG about today.
before that maybe i shall elaborate a bit on yesterday. lols.
i tried to make cookies yesterday ((: because we learnt during HE lesson. lols but i realized that i forgot everything =XXXXXXXXX so i jus go online and checked the receipe which turns out to be COMPLETE rubbish =P anw i did according what i remembered and it turns out that i am out of CHOCOLATES =( and i forgot the ratio of DOOT and flour. which means i basically forgot everything =XXXXXXX hhaahaas. but in the end it turns out to be nice! tastes like the imaginary taste of shepherds pie on the sec 1 HE textbook =P btw i added raisins instead of chocos. lol. healthier. and LOW FATS HAHAHAHAHHAAAA -.-
okay. lets start on today.
woke up this morning actually at 8. and then checked my phone. got 4 new msgs. but lazy to check and fell asleep again -.- until like 8.40 then i wake up. which is like very late for church becaues today there is the combined Lord's table meeting at Redhill meeting hall. lol. so rushed and etc, until we got into the bishan mrt and realized that we *me and mom* are TERRIBLY late. and then mom somehow got us out of the mrt without paying. ? --moral of the story: go and admire your mom. they rawk. -- then we got into the taxi. and etcetc on the way, then finally we reached. saw sis susan and her sister at the gate . so waited for her to go in together.
anw sis susan went in and said happy birthday and mary and elizabeth overheard it and said happy birthday too. then my mom and sister kuos went to the 3rd storey and we went up to the 4th. when i open the door i am RATHER SHOCKED to see only like, less than 10 ppl inside. its like, even ppl goes to taiwan for the conference, but shouldnt left like, so FEW lor. so weird. anw i went in and sat in the FRONT row. note that i RARELY do that okay. anw some brother said `can we sing hymn ***` and bro lac looked at me STRAIGHT lor. wa lao. birthday still need to serve piano. BUT I LIKE IT =PP anw i played lor. then people STREAMED in like siao. dint noe there is so much youths lor. o.O hee. then play and play and play. suddenly mom comes in and scared me =X she says she cnt find me lol *i was behind her lor in the lift. then she dint noe that i went up to the 4th storey lol* and she wan me translate for her. me says oh i am suddenly caught to play the piano. =X so she just went down laa. then got this song which i kept freaking out lor. pressed 3 notes while they are singing. and it gone all WRONG. no LUCK on my birthDAY. CHOIIII. =XX
after that i went down for lunch. lol. was HUNGRYED to DEATH. lol. then after i consume my chicken wing half way SUDDENLY daniel lim come and talks CRAP . then i nearly got CHOKED with my chicken bone in my mouth =X
d: elisha and WHOEVERISTHATICANNOTREMEMBER are leaving soon.
me: ha. really. =X i am GONNA MISS THEM.
d: ya lor. since 2004 so many ppl are GONE!
me: ya. like, elaine, they all. *cnt rmb anymore =X*
d: ya. and cindy. u noe cindy?
me: -.- *DUH.* ya i noe her.
d: and this year alot ppl will be gone also. albert, david kor, etc etc.
me: hmmm. *wanted to crap sth abt WE HAVE THE ACCENDED CHRIST SO WE MUST NOT BE DEPRESSED but dint say. lol* but anw after a few years we will be gone oso ma. =X
d: ya lor. tsk. so depressing.
then mary and elizabeth walk by again and mary SHOUTED again HAPPYBIRTHDAY and finally daniel REALIZED taht is my birthday -.- and he said HA REALLY TODAY IS YOUR BIRTHDAYY?? like, chidun -.- lols. anw i replied thanks and stuff. and then me went to sis susans house. to cele, to my surprise.
okay. then skipskipskip over the angbao part. then i ate this chicken wing which is ULTRAURBERSUPERINDESCRIBABLE NICE*winks at sam: a big L* and HEALTHY TOO *winks again: DOUBLE L* then got this relative came to her house. with a guy at abt my age. or older. not shuai. tsk. wasted. anw skipskipskip sis susan's mom made a BIRTHDAY CAKE FOR ME !! i am SO TOUCHED ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
actually now is 12.02 am. typed this post for 2 days. lol.
and the cake is SUPER NICEE!! OMGOMGOMGG. so TOUCHING.
let me summarise it.
i had an unforgetable birthday. and CNY. =p
p.s.
first birthday sms-samuel lee
first birthday IM greeting-unique g chan
first birthday pressie-stephanie
first birthday hug-valerie tan
first birthday song sang-the kuo family
first birthday card-val and gracie
first angbao-kuo's ah ma ((:
pressies
steph-dice +SQUEEEZZYY+
val-SUPERCUTE biscuit+card
gracie-phone pouch and card
fel chua-starr + SQUEEEZZYY+ (but i thought its a super belated xmas one..? oops)
hock-soap ball??? lol but its cute =)
my birthday fell on CNY on the year of 2oo6 =)) and i have the same birthday date as senior ong yu quan's father -.- lols.
chiduns
lisa? daniel lim? wanling? anthony(haha. he saw the pressie which says happybirthday then he noe lor. lol)?
friendster testimonials
esther lee+samuel lee, yuying*dardarsenior*, mingting.
i feel HAPPY! =)
thanks friends. you all are the BESTEST batch of friends since my sec school life. you guys RAWK!!!!! =DDD
do tag me when u read finish this post. =) i know its a long one. =P
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
7:04 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
i feel DAMN insulted. by who. *doot.*
never mind the name. sms me for details.
he said *mind that he is a he. a hint given* smsed me twice. the first one says
'my resources tell me dat.. she.. er.. lyks.. me.. so.. i believe dancin wif her will only complicate matters..'
and the second one says
'lol.. i forwarded the wrong msg..'
i replied sth like i feel so damn insulted and while typing he sent me another msg which reads
'you are so smart that... u called me for my number; you tripped over a cordless phone. you studied for a blood test. you tried to drown a fish. you tried to arrange mnm's in an alphealbatical order. *note the wrong spelling* if i ask u to speak your mind you'll be speechless. you put lipstick on your head to mak*some text missing*'
and he replied another msg which says
'dat is the rite msg.. dat msg was sent to my fren last wed.. wanted to forward the joke..but forwarded the wrong msg.. sry.. i'm very blur today..
you should know who he is.
i feel so insulted. SO INSULTED.
isnt it enough? why do i keep get insulted by people those days? why? WHY???
let me explain the whole rumor thing.
it all begins last year when i just joined XMChorale. and i made this friend whose name is STALKER. i was talking to someone else that i overheard some seniors say chinyan is very SHUAI. and she overheard it and SPREAD the rumor that i LIKE chinyan because i think he is very ShUAI. i tried to explain and tell people the truth that i DONT like him but people wont listen. all they did is SPREAD the rumor like wildfire. and it got so WELLKNOWN that almost everyone in the choir knows about it.
i am the LAST one to know, by the way.
never feel so insulted. =(
shall i believe him. ?
DISGUSTEDBYSTALKER.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
12:00 AM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
hey.
PHEW.
i am NOT getting sherman.
how RELIEVED.
but i am getting chinyan. who is okay la. but shy?
-.-
yawn.
the dance is COOL!! lol.
yeps. thats abt it.
-.-
now talking like mrs ho. o.o
anw i dont mean any offence to sherman. just expressing myself in a doooot way?
doot refers to an unknown adjective to describe the way which i am expressing myself in.
confusing? thats my intention xD
iMu___`
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
2:45 AM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
OH YAA. forgot to type sth.
so far i had only received 1 pressie from yuying. note the pathetic 1. hahas.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
2:59 AM
lots things happened today.
the cold rm is SO dARNED cold. lol. no wonder is COLD rm. x)
nt in a v gd mood today o.0
i feel like CRYING now!
i cnt just go up to him and say HEY i think i like you. so therefore i dont know what to say. but i dont want to start a relationship.
how?
i am scared. really scared. of your leaving. dont leave me . dont. please.
please.
it will never be the same, i tell you.
sigh.
hopefully after his graduation i can really calm myself down and think abt this whole thing again. and study. really study. for whatever darned exams that is coming up. i know. i think i suck.
let me cry.
my friend says this.
i like this guy. just like you. he is going to graduate this year. and there is a guy, who likes me. i can feel it from my heart. but he dont know that if he has speak up, he has really come up to me and say the three words, i will accept him . now i am bothered with the guy i likes and the guy who likes me. which one shall i choose? i will never know. never. and i got this outside school friend, who is also a guy. we are like closest friend among all others. but i know that i dont like him, neither does he likes me. my other friend tell me that one day we might be able to become steads. i say i dont care. i dont even want to think about it. even its somehow possible. but i dont believe in myself anymore. not anymore.
my situation is somehow the same.
i dont want to say anymore le.
leave me alone.
-abt the choreography thing. i really really really really have nothing to say le. please dont come to me and ask again. PLEASE. -
the choreography comm rawk! x)
heh.
oh ya. and i saw this scholar in choir , who is like quite tall lol. anw when i am dancing the ` in a lotta gd ways ` that part then i caught him looking at me OMG. then i faster look away lor. so paiseh. =XX
then friday so many things happened and then like so suei lors. then i cried TWICE in the choir room after choir practice and choreography meeting lor. note the after ... meeting.
its 13th friday.
-.-
okayy. i shall stop here le. really dont feel like talking about it any more.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
2:28 AM
