Friday, October 27, 2006
do i love him?
cries.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
10:24 PM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
i know, i know, i know.
i know its late now.
i know its like past midnight now.
i know i should be sleeping.
but i just cant bear to tell you all that the photo is ready !
DropShots zzstickmanCLICKMEHEREONMYHEADYOUDUDE
lol.
i cant bear you anymore. if you wanna help, cant you hurry up? it takes you forever to ever do me some FAVOR. i rather find it myself. will never ask you again, dont worry.if i like him. nono. i cant like him. but just if. IF i like him. but you dont like him! i am saying IF! there is no if, my dear. your life is absolute. YES and NOs. if you like him, it will turn out just like last time. you will end up hurting both sides. so NONO. dont even think about it. but just if. NO IFs. you HEARD me. fine. fine . fineeee.
i was talking to myself.
bigbigbigbigbig YAWWWWNNNN.
written this at 2.14am, hopeless to sleep yet
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
10:04 PM
Monday, October 23, 2006
HEY PEEPO! xD which sounds like HIPPO!! xD
i performed my second pantamime and successfullly made all my audience laugh but i felt spastic afterwards -.- lol. well wellwell.
CLICKME:
DropShots zzstickmanthats my new album! got video one!!! the quality is SO FREAKING SWEEEETTT!!! xDDD and yeaa!!! haha. got one is me playing piano. LIVE!! xD
hahahhaaaaas.
o.O
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
6:59 PM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
i miss you.
i really do.
but do you know who you are?
i guess not.
well i am talking nonsensically.
I miss you
Miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day i found
It won't be the same
Oh
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't ooooooooooooh
I hope you can hear me
Cause I remember it clearly
I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake it
It happened you passed by
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back
I miss you
the day/you/slipped away
you know what. today it SNOWED. 5 times. like can u believe it? its only like mid october and it SNOWED. and it was FREAKING cold. lol. but well. shawn was SO excited that he started dancing and people came out and was like UH............dots? lol.
i missed the snow SO much. like 4 years without snow is complete CRAP.
btw. i dont know where i belong to. -transcendentalism =P-
i really dont.
but well. i dont wanna belong anywhere though. just live and eat and die. hahaha.
did a random drawing on my hand, entitled I HATE THE COLOR BLUE in blue ink. LOL.
barnstormers...we started out jobs! =D and during drama class we are doing pantomimes. HINT , HINT! hahahhaaa.
i wanna change BLOGSKIN LE!
its kind of boring looking at that squarish figure everyday.
once again.
i miss you.
<3
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
2:04 PM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
 You think you're great, you love to have a good time (even if it's at somebody else's expense), and you love to win. So what's wrong? Well, basically, those are the same qualities shared by super villains everywhere.
There's hope for you yet - so whatever you do, stay far, far away from all things evil. Seriously. We'd even avoid devilled eggs and Devil's food cake. Keep a clean record and you might transform from a super villain to a superhero.
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There’s not really any point in explaining any more of this to you, since you probably already know what we’d say. But if you’re one of those non-believers, who’s still not even sure you have ESP, we recommend you open your mind and start exploring your new-found talent. Great places to start: phone conversations with your crush, final exam week, and, of course, “Jeopardy.”
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Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
9:05 PM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
i found me talking to myself. at here.
http://www.findthoughts.com/
=.= like i type in the question and there will be a response. and i started talking to myself, which is like =.= lol.
Ways to Annoy Santa Claus
Instead of milk and cookies, leave him a salad, and a note explaining that you think he could stand to lose a few pounds.
While he's in the house, go find his sleigh and write him a speeding ticket.
Leave him a note, explaining that you've gone away for the holidays. Ask if he would mind watering your plants.
While he's in the house, replace all his reindeer with exact replicas. Then wait and see what happens when he tries to get them to fly.
Keep an angry bull in your living room. If you think a bull goes crazy when he sees a little red cape, wait until he sees that big, red Santa suit!
Build an army of mean-looking snowmen on the roof, holding signs that say "We hate Christmas," and "Go away Santa."
Leave a note by the telephone, telling Santa that Mrs. Claus called and wanted to remind him to pick up some milk and a loaf of bread on his way home.
Throw a surprise party for Santa when he comes down the chimney. Refuse to let him leave until the strippers arrive.
While he's in the house, find the sleigh and sit in it. As soon as he comes back and sees you, tell him that he shouldn't have missed that last payment, and take off.
Leave a plate filled with cookies and a glass of milk out, with a note that says, "For The Tooth Fairy. :)" Leave another plate out with half a stale cookie and a few drops of skim milk in a dirty glass with a note that says, "For Santa. :("
Take everything out of your house as if it's just been robbed. When Santa arrives, show up dressed like a policeman and say, "Well, well. They always return to the scene of the crime."
Leave out a copy of your Christmas list with last-minute changes and corrections.
While he's in the house, cover the top of the chimney with barbed wire.
Leave lots of hunting trophies and guns out where Santa's sure to see them. Go outside, yell, "Ooh! Look! A deer! And he's got a red nose!" and fire a gun.
Leave Santa a note, explaining that you've moved. Include a map with unclear and hard-to-read directions to your new house.
Set a bear trap at the bottom of the chimney. Wait for Santa to get caught in it, and then explain that you're sorry, but from a distance, he looked like a bear.
Leave out a Santa suit, with a dry-cleaning bill.
Paint "hoof-prints" all over your face and clothes. While he's in the house, go out on the roof. When he comes back up, act like you've been "trampled." Threaten to sue.
Instead of ornaments, decorate your tree with Easter eggs.
Dress up like the Easter Bunny. Wait for Santa to come and then say, "This neighborhood ain't big enough for the both of us."LOL.
well thats just random stuffs i found online.
this is a list of things to do when u are bored.
http://www.boredthings.com/
i am so boreded.
did a random drawing on hypocrites today. gave to shawn.
haha. tuo jiu nu wang and shuai shang guo wang =D
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
6:33 PM
(1) I found this experiment at http://iforgot-.-.blogspot.com
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(18) I am now using these applications: Mozilla Firefox
(19) I want to do this after i blogged this: study advanced algebra 2. and figure out that absolute value graph. =.=
(20) I want these people to do this meme: Sam? Daniel T? Yuying? Unique? uh. and anyone else.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
6:00 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
when all my feelings are being ignored by you.
when all the jealousy doesnt matter anymore.
when my heart start to be numb again.
when everything seems to be fading away.
thats when i need you the most.
BUT YOU ARE NEVER AROUND.
NEVERi guess nths gd abt me. and i am good in nth too. and the praises are faked; no one admires me out of good intentions. like they say you are good and then will stab you to death. what hypocrites.
i hate this world. i really do.
why do we have to face this kind of things for our entire life and then end up in the cold and dark coffin?
there is no talent in me.
there is no speciality in me.
there is no good things in me.
if only you konw how i really feel.
really.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
5:35 PM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
well this is the 2nd post of tonight. there is one further down after this post. yea.
Soundtrack of your lifeOpening Credits: take me away by avril lavigne
Waking Up Scene: dum diddly by black eyed peas
Car Driving Scene: mockingbird by emin3m.
High School Flashback Scene: are we the waiting by green day
Nostalgic Scene: london bridge by fergie
Bitter, Angry Scene: my happy ending by avril lavigne
Break-up Scene: lets get it started -.- by black eyed peas
Agony scene: rain man by emin3m
Regret Scene: puke by emin3m
Nightclub/Bar Scene: boulevard of broken dreams by green days
Fight/Action Scene: forgotten by avril lavingne
Lawn Mowing Scene: wake me up when september ends
Sad, breakdown scene: together by avril lavingne
Death Scene: letterbomb by green days -.-
Funeral Scene: wei ni si de lei by david tao. one of my favs.
Mellow/Pot-smoking Scene: slipped away by avril again.
Dreaming About Someone Scene: I believe......-.- the korean version.
Sex Scene ( eww!): o.0 this is weird. I believe the chinese version. -.-
Contemplation Scene: i wish i kneew. mariah carey.
Chase Scene: last drop by black eyed peas
Happy Love Scene: i dont wanna know by blackeyedpeas.
Happy Friend Scene: ping jun lu piano collection no 2 -.-
Closing Credits: move ya body by black eyed peas
=.= okay i ve done enough today -.-
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
5:55 PM
1.YOUR PORN STAR NAME
(name of first pet + street you live on):
birdie warren?!
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack)
minggang potato chips?!
3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant)
new testament KFC. -.-
4. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME
(silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):
bei singapore
5. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME
(first initial + first three letters of your last name)
agon
6. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(favorite animal + name of high school):
doggie lakewood?
7. YOUR BARFLY NAME
(last snack food you ate + your favorite drink)
classicmix berry juice
8. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME
(middle name + city where you were born):
zizhao qingdao
9. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME
(favorite candy + favorite musician's last name):
mentos chopin
10. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME
(name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use):
Shawn idontknow.
11. YOUR STAR WARS NAME
(first 3 letters of your last name + last 3 letters of mother's maiden name)
goncloud.
okay thats like complete craps.
well i had an extremely bad week so far.
he is so good. and i dont feel good about it. like when he started playing i just went silent and walked away. its not the matter of jealousy; its just the feeling inside of me that tells me its not right. like, it kept blaming me for being so bad in music myself; like kept discouraging me from going on; like kept saying that you cant do it; like kept saying that you wont be like him, no matter how hard you try.
so i hereby declare that i am so bad in piano that i nearly burst into tears. sounds ridiculous but it happened.
so i went to see my councillor; and she was like you dont look good today. i was like yeaa. then she was like, are you sad? then i was like , yeaaa. then i burst into tears.
lol.
but eventually after my lunch i felt better. issit a mental disorder that food makes u feel better?
i dont know. im just too doooted out thats all.
depression? =|
Single, taken or crushing?
in between single and crushing.
Are you happy with your life now?
not really.
When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
kind of?
Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeaa.
Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
uh i dont know. i dont think so barhs.
Have you talk about marriage with another before?
Yeaaaaaaaa...................?
Do you want children?
well. it depends.
How many?
2?3? 127??!!!
Would you consider adoption?
nah.
If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
talk.
Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
i dont know.
Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
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Do you believe in love at first sight?
yea.
Are you romantic?
kind of.
Do you believe you can change someone?
Yes. But difficult. very very difficult.
If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
mars?
Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
very much. coughs.
Do you have feelings for someone right now?
refer to the first question.
Have you ever broken a heart?
yeaa.
If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
shima e......
Are you missing someone now?
not really...
Now you'll have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
Write down their names in the list below.
those who <3 me and stickman =D
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
5:37 PM
