Monday, August 28, 2006
You Were Nice This Year!
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You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list.
You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year.
Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good.
Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight?
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Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
4:46 AM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
after eating. lol. coco; unknown uncle -.-; bro gan; mom.
after dinner. unknown uncle; me; bro gan; coco mother; mom.
me; coco mom.
yy zi lianing with me punching her face -.-
my darling jamie and me with a umbralla as a dian deng pao xD
wh and yy <333
the 4 of us =D
we painting in the toilet. sherina; kailin; joey.
kailin toiling x)
the three girls =)
joey
kailin; cassandra; sandra; wan shi ting
the 90% completed drawing in the girls toilet near the security guards.
sherina.
a random drawing on the wall o.0
well.
sigh.
take care. i just want you to know that i love you no more. when i had already lost my hope in u. sorry. dont look at me during meeting anymore. God has already prepared the way for you. take care. sorry i cant take it anymore. sorry.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
12:09 AM
Monday, August 21, 2006
001: Real Name - anna gong zz
002. Nickname - anna, zak-zak, zizi? stickman -.-
003. Single or taken - single
004. Zodiac Sign - Aquirius
005. Male or Female - female
006. Elementary School - zhonghua.
007. Ipod - mini.
008. How many buddies on your list - msn? uh 334.
009. friendster name - anna
010. Hair Color - Black, sometimes dark brown? ???
012. Hair Long or Short - long.
014. Eye Color - dark brown
015. Are you health freak - not really.
016. Height - unrevealed.
017. Do you have a crush on someone - currently, not.
018. Do you like yourself - yes? (rachel screams: SI ZI LIAN =.=)
019. Braces? - no.
020. Think you're awesome? - so not.
021. Piercings - none.
022. Tattoo - none. i like to draw on my ankle though.
Your 'Firsts'
024. Surgery - i dont want T_T
025. First piercing - none yet.
026. First best friend - never had a real best friend.
027. First Award - ermmmm. some speech thingy in kindergarten.
028. First Sport You Joined - swimming.
029. First pet - fish.
030. First vacation - i cant remember -.-
031. First Concert - some orchestra when i was 10. or 9. or 8.
032. First love - p4.
Favorites
033. Favorite movie - don't ask stupid questions like that. there's too many movies.
034. Favorite tv show - i hate TV.
035. Color - black. white.
036. Music - sad songs? slow. like . uh. like. i dont know. i like fort minor for now. dont know why.
039. Drink - tea. i need tea right now.
040. Body part not on the face - =O what do u mean?
041. Cartoon - tom and jerry??
042. Favorite piece of clothing - don't have a favorite.
043. Brand Of Clothing - no favorite.
044. What do you sleep with - a star. lol.
045. Favorite School - zhonghua.
046. Favorite Animal(s) - i dont know. dogs?
047. Favorite Book - nicholas sparks?
048. Favorite Magazine - dont know. -.-
currently
049. Eating - nothing.
050. I'm drinking - air.
052. I'm about to - shower.
053. Listening to - silence.
055. Waiting For - this to end.
056. Watching - my flashing adium icon.
057. Wearing - a shirt and shorts.
Your Future
058. Want Kids - probably.
059. Want to Get Married - see 058.
060. Careers in Mind - artist? musician?
Which is better with the Opposite Gender
068. Lips or Eyes - eyes
069. Hugs or Kisses - hugs
070. Shorter or Taller - taller.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous - romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms - ?
074. Sensitive or Loud - sensitive.
075. Hook-up or Relationship - relationship
076. Sweet or Caring - caring.
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant - none.
Have you ever
078. Kissed a Stranger - no.
079. Drank bubbles - no.
080. Lost glasses/contacts - think so. lol.
081. Ran Away From Home - yeaa.
082. Broken a bone - plenty of times.
083. Got an X-ray - refer to 082.
084. Broken Someone's Heart - i dont know =X
086. Turned Someone Down - maybe.
087. Cried When Someone Died - probably.
088. Cried at school - yea.
Do You Believe In
089. God - yes.
090. Miracles - yes.
091. Love at first sight - yeaa.
093. Aliens - i have no idea. o.0
094. Magic - no.
095. Heaven - heaven exists but we don't go to heaven. heaven is where God rules. amen.
096. Santa Claus - nah.lol?
097. Sex on the first date - i believe it happens.*coughs*
098. Kissing on the First Date - doot.
099. Angels - definitely.
Answer Truthfully
100. Is There someone You Want To be with right now? - yes and no.
weihui.... dont be sad... we will still keep in contact yea? you shalnt be sad. or i ll slap you =P
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
4:55 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
this is the picture (incompleted) in the 1st floor girls toilet. we painted it! and it was exciting! and fun! and tiring -.- thank you to kailin, sok loon, ye feng, sin kuan, sherina and joey! for helping me! =DDD
these are two balloons i saw in raffles place mrt station. like kinda pathetic la, a child happily holding the balloons and lost hold of it and the balloons flies up to the sky and the adults cnt catch it and the child was sad and crying and etc. and after they are gone, i saw the two balloons and took this photo. uh. nvm. i am just talking to myself.
SINKUAN'S STUPID FACE. taken by ye feng. xDD but its kinda funny la.
teh was crying in gen office on friday, according to a certain student.
woots.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
9:34 AM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
i drew this on unique's table. during hmt la. cos it was so boring -.- haven complete yet though; continue step by step during each hmt lesson. hahas. xD
updates.
well . actually there is nth to update la. i really got choked when i saw the result that i am a expert kisser?????? LOL. which is quite funny in its own way. hahas.
i love my sketch book! =D
erm. oh ya. i practically screwed up my piano serving last sunday la. someone called up 700+ and i was stunned down there trying to figure out the tune. craps.
lets nt talk abt it.
then i got nth to talk abt le.
tmr got choir!
today rachel nvr come to sch.
today i cried in class cos of that teh. BEEEETCH. insulted my nationality nia. puting shame on you all singaporeans. though i wont really change my opinions about singaporeans jus cos of her. but yet. i am very bu shuanged and i am officially determined to do sth about her. i wont waste my tears. i will not.
maybe i shall go get some sleep.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
2:24 AM
Monday, August 14, 2006
Your Power Color Is Indigo |
At Your Highest:
You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you.
At Your Lowest:
You require a lot of attention and praise.
In Love:
You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are.
How You're Attractive:
You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic.
Your Eternal Question:
"Does This Work Into My Future Plans?" |
You Are 16% Happy |
You know that there's more to life than how you've been living it. Life can be rough at times, but most of your unhappiness is self-inflicted. |
You are 60% Aquarius |
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Your Stress Level is: 71% |
You are prone to stress, and you're probably even pretty stressed right now. Life's problems seem to pile up on you, and this often makes you feel depressed and burned out. Learn to take time to relax and enjoy life, even if things are stressful. It's the only wa you'll get through the bad times. |
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
3:40 AM
Your 1950s Name is: |
Gwendolyn Renee |
Your Hair Should Be White |
Classy, stylish, and eloquent. You've got a way about you that floors everyone you meet. |
Your Kissing Purity Score: 69% Pure |
For you, kissing isn't a casual thing
Lip to lip action makes your heart sing |
You May Be a Bit Histrionic... |
Dramatic and over the top, you crave attention. And you'll do anything it takes to get noticed. You love to be seductive, even when it's inappropriate. If you're ignored, you're easily hurt ... and act out even more! |
=O i am attention seeking?! =x
Your Birthdate: January 29 |
You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet. Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings. You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments. You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action.
Your strength: Your vivid imagination
Your weakness: Fear of failure
Your power color: Coral
Your power symbol: Oval
Your power month: November |
=DD i love my birthday. lol.
coughs. this one . -.-
You're an Expert Kisser |
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable |
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Your Mood Ring is Light Blue |
Emotions mixed Unsettled Cool |
o.0
Who Should Paint You: Andy Warhol |
You've got an interested edge that would be reflected in any portrait You don't need any fancy paint techniques to stand out from the crowd! |
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" |
A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out
Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking
What turns you off: fighting and conflict
Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love |
You Are 60% Cynical |
Yes, you are cynical, but more than anything, you're a realist. You see what's screwed up in the world, but you also take time to remember what's right. |
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic
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You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic!
You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale.
You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack
It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are!
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You Have Low Self Esteem 72% of the Time |
You tend to blame yourself when things go wrong, regardless of whether it's your fault or not. You're anxious to please others and rely too much on their opinions. Learn to please yourself first, and your confidence will soar. |
Your Italian Name Is... |
Imelda Lombardi |
Your Personality Is |
Idealist (NF)
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. |
You Have Your Sarcastic Moments |
While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. |
Your Personality Profile |
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant. Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle. You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important. You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection. You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong. |
You Are 7 Up |
Understated and subtle, people warm up to you slowly. But once they're hooked, they can't imagine going back to anyone else!
Your best soda match: Diet Coke
Stay away from: Mountain Dew |
Your Luck Quotient: 41% |
You have an average luck quotient. There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky. You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it. So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect. |
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
3:00 AM
Your Emoticon is Grumpy |
Maybe you're having a bad day... or maybe something just upset you. Either way, you're definitely seeing red! |
Your Hidden Talent |
You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system. And while this may not seem big, it can be. It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes. You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices. |
Your Ideal Pet is a Cat |
You're both aloof, introverted, and moody. And your friends secretly wish that you were declawed! |
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
2:42 AM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
It's the last night on earth
Before the great divide
My hands are shaking time was
Never on our side
There's no such thing
As a beautiful goodbye
As an ordinary day
I prayed for you a thousand times
It's never enough
No matter how many times
I try to tell you this is love
If tomorrow never comes
I want you to know right now that I
I'm gonna love you until the day I die
And if tomorrow falls asleep
Can you hold me first
I'm gonna love you like
It's the last night on earth
Like it's the last night on earth
A penny for your thoughts
A picture so it'll last
Lets knock down the walls of immortality
Your fingers on my skin
Only you can hear my fear
Only you can help me heal
I see forever with you here
It's never enough
No matter how many miles stand between us
This is love
If tomorrow never comes
I want you to know right now that I
I'm gonna love you until the day I die
And if tomorrow falls asleep
Can you hold me first
I'm gonna love you like
It's the last night on earth
Like it's the last night on earth
It's never enough, no
It's never enough
It's never enough
The afterglow
And the bright sunlight
The shadows fall
Will you still be mine?
Will you still be mine?
Will you still be mine?
I askIf tomorrow never comes
I want you to know right now that I
I'm gonna love you until the day I die
(And if tomorrow falls asleep)
'Til the day I die
Can you hold me first
I'm gonna love you like
It's the last night on earth
Like it's the last night on earth
It's the last night on earth
It's never enough
last night on earth-delta goodrem
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
2:42 AM
i suddenly dont feel a single thing.
i know it isnt right.
finished the novel p.s.i love you today. happy ending, sad storyline. worthy reading.
cried at ending. got suddenly reminded of every single memory i had with him. and it really hurts.
thats when i came to know that i still love him . deep down my heart.
i dreamt of him and me tgt last night.i am still thinking of you when i am feeling lonely.
i am still secretly missing you when i told other ppl that i am perfectly fine.
i am still pretending that i am fine though i am not.
i am still struggling in the sea of tears.
i am still trying my best to let you go.
i am still holding on to the little ray of hope.
i am still making wishes that one fine day you may be back.
but i know. you never will.what can i do.
and please. if you are ever reading my blog. even though i know its impossible already. please. cheer up and enjoy your life. your life should be more brilliant and more funfilled without me. really. enjoy. please. it just hurts to see you being upset. it just hurts to hear you say life sucks.
i still remember everything you said.every single word.every single promise.even the most hurting word.somethings you shall never know.there is still a folder full of your messages.every single one of them.there is one particular note written for you.it records down every single detail i know about you.i think i am crazy.but what can i do.being so lovesicked.i know i shouldnt .i know i should have moved on.yes. life is still going on.but its just going on around me.my life is pointless. if you ever had noticed."can you try not to think of me from now on? i mean for the sake of everyone. no its just for the better. i dont want to give you any false ideas anymore. find someone that will take care of you better than i do; thats the nicest way i can put it, even though im that evil. dont get too upset k? i couldnt tell that to you in person the other time. very sorry."thanks for even telling me that.
these words are the most hurting ones of them all.
i think. i shall just smile and walk away.
yea.
cos would you even care anymore?
i guess. not.
((:
i have my bleeding heart/crying to itself/numb/who else cared
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
1:39 AM