Wednesday, May 24, 2006
sabo-ed by samuel's sister. -.-
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. (duh.)
3. Tag eight other victimes to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE. FUN. DOING. IT!
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righhtttt.
okay. do i describe abt him?
its a he. HE.
hmm.
1. he mus be caring.
2. he mus noe how to joke wif me.
3. he mus be taller than me -.-
4. he mus be talented.
5. he mus noe at least 1 musical instrument.
6. he mus have a nice voice.
7. he mus treasure me.
8. he mus love me.
-.- okay finished. -.--.--.- now i am like diaonging like crazy la.
lol.
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and btw mr sth, ilu is not i lick u -.- lol.
uoyssimi+uoyevoli___
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
4:34 AM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
haiz.
her overprotectiveness is back.
her oversensitiveness is back.
haiz.
what to do.
-.-
will b so busy this hol. yet uh, dont know what to say.
forget it.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
6:24 AM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
haiz. i am strongly against e learning days.
=.=
please lah. like treating us like small kindergarten kids and crashing our confidence upon seeing the pathetic little mark that we have got and cry to ourselves actually meant nothing to you. right?
hmmm.
let me update.
. my stickman is dying.
. um. yea i noe mid year is over and i FLUNKed it.
. i HATE people who force me to stuffs.
. yea baby. i am in love.
. i dont give a damn.
. stucked at end of 1st page for that chopin song.
. watched mi3 with d, d and e.
. watched poseidon with e.
. poseidon is seriously boring. like, i prefer titanic than poseidon can. -.-
. i know people are sick and tired of titanic and yet i still prefer it to poseidon. =.= =.=
. i AM IN LOVE.
. fine. i do.
. FINE. i admit that i have an attitude problem and i dont know what to do about it. what do you want me to be huh? the old self who is fulfilled with sadness and depression and wants to kill herself EVERY SINGLE SECOND? please. you wont understand how much had i gone through. and dont bother to because i dont understand what the FCUK is wrong with you too. forget it.
. i dont want to say anymore.
okay fine. let me elaborate.
please. i dont like being forced. neither do you right. when you were(maybe you are still) in love with that guy, you are indeed obscessed with him do you know that? and i am bearing your complete
craps severe obscession with him and i am the one who gave you a listening ear right. but look at the FCUKING fact now. i am now the one in love and drowning in my damned confusion and no one, NO FREAKING ONE is understanding me. i cant say they dint try-they did but indeed they failed and they just gave up and post posts everywhere, even putting in their WISHLISTS, hoping me to STOP LOVING HIM AND TURN BACK. you know what, i cant control my feelings. i dont care if it is LOVE or pure INFATUATION, i just like him . so what. i go out with him. so what. and NO i am not flirting; i am just being myself. i can tell you that i feel comfortable with him. do you know that? people stay with you all and feel so tensed up. that sucks. and you dont know and still throwing your FCUKING ATTITUDES around at people. i, however, did not say moodswings are not logical because me too, being a teenage girl, have moodswings. and yet i dont tend to spill all my angers and frustrations AT people you know. and you are behaving like everything is MY freaking fault. while its not. think about it yourself. give me that freaking smile and say you love me. SHUDDUP.
sigh.
okay . i am going ice skating nxt week. and i dont know how to ice skate =x issit hard???
i dont know how did i managed to survive on. with frens telling me diff ways to do diff things.
a likes b while b want time to sort out its feelings. and while waiting for b, a met c who is exceptionally nice to a. and they went out tgt, alone and with people, and a dont know what to do. a went arnd to ask ppl and those are the ans a got.
doot: i dont know.
doot: i dont give a damn man.
doot: i hate him.
doot: can you stop loving people and go back to the old self?
doot: i think you should just stop.
doot: you are being UNFAITHFUL!!!
and yet a is still confused as usual. so weird huh.
i want to marry my piano!! xDD
well. maybe not laa. o.0
so weird. okay.
the EMPTINESS in my heart DOUBTS the love i have for you____
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
5:21 AM
