Monday, February 27, 2006
A boy and a girl,the best of friends.From elementary to high schoolfrom beginning to end.
Through all those yearstheir friendship grew.They both felt the same,but neither knew.
Each waking momentsince the day they met.They both loved each othersunrise to sunset.
He was all she hadin her terrible life.He was the onewho kept her from her knife.
She was his angel,she made him smile.Though life threw him curves,she made it all worth while.
Then one daythings went terribly wrong.The next few weekswere like a very sad song.
He made her jealouson purpose he tried.When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousylike it was a game.Little did he knowThings would never be the same.
His plan was workingbut he had no clue.How wrong things would go,the damage he would do.
One night she broke down,feeling very alone.Just her and the blade,no one else home.
She dialed his number,he answered, "Hello"She told him she loved himand hung up the phone.
He raced to her housejust a minute too late.Found her lying in blood,her heart had no rate.
Beside her was a note,in it her confession.Her love for this boy,her only obsession.
As he read the note,he knelt down and cried.Grabbed her knife,that night they both died.
She was found in his arms,both of them dead.Under her notehis handwriting said:
"I loved her so,she never knew.All this timeI loved her too."
saddening right.
sigh.
maybe i am wrong from the beginning.
nothing inspires me.
nothing.
i lost my hope over you again. you and you alone.
should this be a happy post. but it sounds sad.
do i care?
i dont.
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i cut my hair! now its like yy and weihuis hair xD so CUTEE!! =x
aiya. what i talking.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
11:41 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
yawnnn.
=(
i think i have a serious problem dancing . maybe i am a dancing idiot? =x
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
11:37 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
i just noticed when i cnt think of anything for my blog post title i will just put hmmm. i dunno how many posts has the same title x) thats funny. 0.0 maybe its not. -.- nvm.
i think i am just too sick and tired of this whole misunderstanding thing la. it hurts alot. and no one knows how i feel okay. sigh. so i decided to forgive, and forget. and i am NOT blaming anyone. dont worry. i am just in the EXTREME disgust of stalker. who basically spoils everything.
short post ((:
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
2:16 AM
Monday, February 06, 2006
backkk =))
i am tired can. only slept for 3 hours. =x then today was yawning to death. -.-
history test is killing me.
bio test suckks to HELL mann =(
missed 2 sessions of choreo but learnt from pinqi and sheila today. thanks guys =)
btw its DIFFICULT!! =x=x=x
in malaysia:
on bus. suddenly noticed that there is no light source in the dark dark night so i regret not reading the book which i borrowed from unique. but the stars are so nice! kinda reminds me of something. so saddening =(
then i shall not elaborate on the boring training.
then on the bus back. nearly went on the wrong bus when back from the toilet break. =x so blur u see =x then reached singapore together with phone saying 13 messages received -.- and i got this msg which is trying to explain the misunderstanding. sigh.
forget it. leave me alone to cry.
and btw i am now damn scared of whoever i am dancing with. the feeling of dancing is now gone. and it will never be back. because it is not the same anymore.
you HURT me. you told me that you dont want to hurt me. but that hurts EVEN MORE.
you people all hurt me. you wont know. it hurts. to be the last one to know the shocking truth. the problem is that, you people are used to it. those who spreaded the rumor are trying to act INNOCENT in front of me.
btw i am not blaming anyone. dont think that i am blaming you.
you either sort the thing out with me face to face, or change a partner. isnt it great to do that?
who knows.
forget it.
nightmares of this concerto thing. craps.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
2:01 AM
