Saturday, January 14, 2006
lots things happened today.
the cold rm is SO dARNED cold. lol. no wonder is COLD rm. x)
nt in a v gd mood today o.0
i feel like CRYING now!
i cnt just go up to him and say HEY i think i like you. so therefore i dont know what to say. but i dont want to start a relationship.
how?
i am scared. really scared. of your leaving. dont leave me . dont. please.
please.
it will never be the same, i tell you.
sigh.
hopefully after his graduation i can really calm myself down and think abt this whole thing again. and study. really study. for whatever darned exams that is coming up. i know. i think i suck.
let me cry.
my friend says this.
i like this guy. just like you. he is going to graduate this year. and there is a guy, who likes me. i can feel it from my heart. but he dont know that if he has speak up, he has really come up to me and say the three words, i will accept him . now i am bothered with the guy i likes and the guy who likes me. which one shall i choose? i will never know. never. and i got this outside school friend, who is also a guy. we are like closest friend among all others. but i know that i dont like him, neither does he likes me. my other friend tell me that one day we might be able to become steads. i say i dont care. i dont even want to think about it. even its somehow possible. but i dont believe in myself anymore. not anymore.
my situation is somehow the same.
i dont want to say anymore le.
leave me alone.
-abt the choreography thing. i really really really really have nothing to say le. please dont come to me and ask again. PLEASE. -
the choreography comm rawk! x)
heh.
oh ya. and i saw this scholar in choir , who is like quite tall lol. anw when i am dancing the ` in a lotta gd ways ` that part then i caught him looking at me OMG. then i faster look away lor. so paiseh. =XX
then friday so many things happened and then like so suei lors. then i cried TWICE in the choir room after choir practice and choreography meeting lor. note the after ... meeting.
its 13th friday.
-.-
okayy. i shall stop here le. really dont feel like talking about it any more.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
2:28 AM
