Friday, October 14, 2005
argh. ok. correction to previous post. i dont hate her. i am just being insulted by her MEANINGLESS and ENDLESS nagging and the WILL to WASTE my PRECIOUS 1 hour and 15 mins IN THE MEETING.
ok.
WHATEVER.i dont care larhs.oh ya. actually tonite shld be the time that i am telling him the truth lor. but i cannot be online thanks to that WOMAN**. argh. may you people understands me. =X
me feel VERY depressed and REJECTED now.a: shall i tell him??? i feel like telling him the truth liao..b: i dunno?? is either u tell him, he reject you, and u feel hurt and get over it, or u dont tell him, feeling rejected yourself, and NEVER KNOW THE TRUTH.lol. thanks to RACHEL =) <333ya. actually its sorta true larhs. thanks to all my fwens for supporting me. =) lurf ya lots lots lots =P i STILL loves my blog. ahahas. even though i prefer the other skin. =X i just found out that the skin actually CAN be used. and i dint noe -.-"i feel quite bad now larhs. tmr there is err, open house and i think i am supposed to help ms aisha. to do dunno wad thing. and SHIT i forgot to call joey to check out the time. OH F.i dunno wat to say le. very very very very *doooooot*. doot refers to the word that i cant think of now. argh. i am FREAKING OUT actually. the exams are finally over. so i can slack now. but wat is down there is that there are more things to come, there is still syllabus(dunno how to spell -.-) , more stress to come, and there are still more things to do. which FREAKS me out alot. AGAIN. and why bother to keep working and dont hav the chance to REST for a while. eventually the consequence is that u will DIE izznt it. =(congrats dexter!! =) budden dun SAHH BOOHH the SL wor. me shall not mention the name here. =) COOOOLLLL me can STILL feel the EXCITEMENT when i heard the news. DEXTER U RAWK LOL.ok me stop le. he is still not online. dun think he will be online for tonite larhs. =( ok. anw.. ya. i dunno what i am writing here. i am writing my post out of COMPLETE FRUSTRATION but i feel better now =)gd luck to myself telling him the truth. oh ya me wanted to type sth here lor. still can ma??a comme amourMy love how can you be so naughty with my heartMy love how can you play so often with my loveMy love you shouldnt play with me the way you doyou will regreti will forget i am sureif you could knowhow many times i've dreaming of youyou'll know how many times i've been thinking of youmy only love you shouldnt play with me the way you doyou will regreti will forget i am suresorry for the words i've told you sorry for teh bad thikning i've got therebut my herat is so sadsorry i can't live without youbut you should say oh yes you should come with me when i askyou should marry me when i praythen i'll take you in my arms, love,i will press your hands against___ against my heartMy love how can you be so naughty with my heart
My love how can you play so often with my love
My love you shouldnt play with me the way you do
you will regret
i will forget i am suresorry for the words i've told yousorry for the bad thinking i've got therebut my heart is so sadsorryi cant live without you___it is somehow the mood i have. omg i got to sleep now. =Xsighs.
Scuicide On a Sunny Day.
10:24 PM