i feel very extremely sad today. i dont understnad why my frens always do this to me. i had enough of this already.
feel so sick of it. she started to take the lead and totally ignored me. and ppl are like, oh she is so nice/talented/artistic/etc etc. and they slowly drifted away from me and STICKed on her. HOW IRRESISTABLE. i know it is not funny, nor do i in a funny mood. i am very serious about this and i dont know how it is going to be when i carry on like that.
and it is all the same. with you and without you. you can give me nothing else, but heartaches. i cant bear it any more and i dont want to bear it any more.
my tears are bitter. why do i have to get hurt all over and over again? since 2000.... i reallly have nothing to say about it.
just finishd reading a novel. eventuallly the main characters get together and lived happily ever after. very nice ending. feel very sad. locked myself in the room and cried the whole night. thats what it is going to be. one will give up and one will get hurt. that is what it always leading to.
it is always like that. when you walk around with her, ppl will say 'hey XXX!!' instead of Hey you.. it is a total different thing. ignorance is not a good thing though.